I don’t think I really understand your post. Right now your experience has led to you self censorship. Some self censorship is good (like not posting that passing thought you would like to harm the ass walking into a store without a mask) but this type seems harmful like you have learned to toe the line like a well trained puppy. You are now careful about what you say to not be shut down. In the future you see we will all be accountable to the general masses and this is somehow a good thing. Sometimes the masses aren’t right and need to hear opposing opinions.